Torn Apart
You pick, pick, pick, pick, pick away
At my sanity and self-esteem.
A vulture that feeds on my carcass
Gaining power, vitality and sustenance
From my ruination
Stripping me to the bone.
You dig your claws in
Like a lion
Sinking them deep and deeper still
Until I am immobile
And give up the fight
Too tired to hold on
Poof! Out goes my light.
You tear strips of flesh from me
A rabid hyena
Laughing and smiling and joking with the pack
About my demise.
You take pleasure,
You revel in it
It’s a source of great joy and amusement to you
Of much mirth and merriment.
A raucous celebration
At my expense.
The crocodile snaps
And clamps its jaws tight
Rolling me around and around and around
Not letting go
Not loosening its grip,
Until I am limp and lifeless
Until I have taken my last gasped breath,
A plaintive, exhausted sigh heaven bound
And I am no longer able to utter a sound.
You’re like a marauding herd of elephants
Stampeding, bulldozing me
Kicking me down
Trampling me into the ground
Grinding me into the dirt
You bet I’ll make this hurt.
A scorpion with a bitter, malicious sting in its tail
Your porcupine quills are up
Your snake venom is ready to be unleashed
You bite hard
You attack.
I have no strength,
No desire
No will
To fight back.